I HAD MADE UP MY MIND

Thank you. You made me realize many things. Realize that i'm really that useless, stupid, childish, immature. I got the answer for my questions, so i think there is no more issues between us. If i got think of any, then i will tell you,k? I felt very happy. Finally i can talk to you again. Can joke with you, laugh with you. Do you know how much i miss it?^_^.. I will put everything in my heart and mind. I will change. Change from NOBODY to SOMEBODY. I bet you heard this before,right?haha.. I'm serious about it. I want to achieve my dreams. I want to be with you again. Want to love you again. Want to protect you. Want to be the person that support you in everything you do. Want to be much better than before. Want to make you happy. Want your tears drop down because of i made you happy, not because of i made you sad. Want to bring you go all around the world. Want you to be the luckiest person ever in this world. These are my dreams. It's all about you. So in order to achieve it, I hope you're the one that will always beside me to charge me up when i'm feeling down. I want you to lead me. I want to share everything with you. No matter how difficult it is, i will never give up again. I also hope that we can have our first meeting a.s.a.p so that i can start changing my life.

I wish to attend all the event, but sometimes i'm lazy for it,because need to wear formal. I know it is a must as we look more professional wearing formal. But i still haven't suit with that kind of life. I still not feeling comfortable with it although i felt that wearing formal attire make me look smarter than wearing casual,haha. Give me some time to adapt with it. You must know that my attire for my daily routine is sport attire, so if suddenly want me to wear formal, i need some little time to get used of it. Sometimes i will back to my childish and playful attitude. So i hope you will tell me nicely if i did something i'm not suppose to do. Only you know how to control me. About the basic camp, i will think of it. I hope if i go, you're there too. Next V-CON, i will put in my schedule too, but can't promise anything yet. Cause i scare i will have tournament during that time.

Sometimes when you see me in silence, means i don't want to talk, i got nothing to talk or maybe i'm boring. I could be very very passive or very very active. It depends on what situation i'm in. When you see me silence, it means i'm in my passive mode. If you see me talk and laugh, that time i'm in active mode. So i hope you could see when is my passive time, and when is my active time.

You was my greatest inspirations. I had made up my mind. Will work hard to achieve all my dreams. Hope you will be looking at me during this period.

HEAL THE WORLD

spoken:
Think about the generations and to say we want to make it a better
world for our children and our children's children. So that they know
it's a better world for them; and think if they can make it a better
place.


There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much
Brighter than tomorrow.
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow.
There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space, make a better place.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.


If you want to know why
There's a love that cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares for joyful giving.
If we try we shall see
In this bliss we cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and start living
Then it feels that always
Love's enough for us growing
Make a better world, make a better world.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race.
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

Bridge:
And the dream we would conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep strangling life
Wound this earth, crucify it's soul
Though it's plain to see, this world is heavenly
Be God's glow.


We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart I feel
You are all my brothers
Create a world with no fear
Together we'll cry happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords into plowshares
We could really get there
If you cared enough for the living
Make a little space to make a better place.

Chorus:
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me and the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place for
You and for me.

Refrain (2x)


There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.
There are people dying if you care enough for the living
Make a better place for you and for me.

You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Make a better place
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children
You and for me / Heal the world we live in
You and for me / Save it for our children

SHOULD I TRUST THIS???

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

05082008 - 05082009

It has been a year knowing you. I enjoyed my time with you. I will remember every single memories that we had been through together. I know that these past 2 months we were in a hard time. We are not that close anymore. We both know why. I wish I can tell you what i feel right now, but I know you wouldn't want to listen. I wish that we can be like what we used to be before. I really miss those precious moments. UNFORGETTABLE MOMENTS. I will look forward for 05082010 and I hope we can celebrate it together. You will always in my heart. Thanks for everything. I hope that you can share your things with me again. Cos i always wanna know what's happening on you. I pray that we will back to the life we used to be together. And I wont give up or stop praying, cos once I stop, I will lost everything. I will fight for it and hope that my prayer will become a reality. Wish you happy always, take a good care and good luck for everything you do!